Today Elva turns one and its a sad quiet day filled with too many what if’s and I wishes.
Heres some photos
Decorations, cards and the table
Presents ( middle row is off a friend)
I love you, I miss you and I need you. This doesn’t get any easier and too many times I feel I can no longer do this without you. It feels so wrong to be celebrating your birthday in October we expected a Christmas baby not an autumn baby but here we are and its very quiet not how a first birthday should be. We can’t invite your friends as they too are missing from their families and my heart is hurting so much.
Happy Birthday sweet girl xxx