First Birthday

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Today Elva turns one and its a sad quiet day filled with too many what if’s and I wishes.

Heres some photos

Decorations, cards and the table

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Cards

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Presents ( middle row is off a friend)

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Cake!!

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Balloon improvisation!

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I love you, I miss you and I need you. This doesn’t get any easier and too many times I feel I can no longer do this without you. It feels so wrong to be celebrating your birthday in October we expected a Christmas baby not an autumn baby but here we are and its very quiet not how a first birthday should be. We can’t invite your friends as they too are missing from their families and my heart is hurting so much.

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Happy Birthday sweet girl xxx

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