I’m so so tired

It’s been a while since I wrote but I needed to let something out and it’s not really to do with my loss and I guess is personal ┬ábut here goes

I’m tired of being told I’m loved

I’m tired of being told I’m liked

I’m tired of being told how great I am

I’m tired of doing everything I can for my family

I’m tired of being told glimpses of the old me are coming back

Because

I’m tired of being told what I’m doing wrong

I’m tired of being told what parts of me need to change… permanently

I’m tired of being judged

I’m tired of feeling to get along in this world I have to be someone else

I’m tired of being frowned at for being ME!

I’m tired of bad vibrations

I’m tired of moods and tantrums

Life should not need to be this hard

Relationships, love, friendship, motherhood should not need to be this hard

It should be fun, happy, easy but I feel all too often like I’m not living MY life and I’m tired infact I’m knackered beyond belief!